Good 'ol Days

Been thinking lately, about loneliness. How stupid it is that it can still thrive when there's loved ones all around you. I'm missing something, another point of view. I think it's friendship. Not friends you meet through a boyfriend, your own friends that you worked hard to establish a relationship with. Girl friends, someone you can talk to about really dumb girl things that don't mean anything. I met all my "friends" through my boyfriend. It wasn't hard to get along because 1. they're boys, girls are stupid and 2. well, I see them often because my boyfriend does. I've been thinking about friendships that seem a thousand years old, way back in that place we call high school. We aren't friends anymore, I lost my way and so did she. The other just talks to me occasionally. There wasn't a single thing we didn't do together, the three of us. I miss those days.