You must understand that my ramblings are usually random and consist of either good days or bad days. It's always changing for me, every day, every minute. Sadly, nothing is ever solid. It's just how things have always gone for myself.
Things are happening all at once . . . and they're finally good. After I had shunned the corporate giant months ago, I now have finally found a replacement income. It was something that sprung at me at the perfect moment. I was beginning to think that I would have to put my dreams in a drawer for a while until I figured everything out. But I'm okay. And this new income has brightened my future goals with a beautiful glow. I can have a home now. It might be strange to hear something like that from me, but I feel like I don't have a home anymore. For almost eleven months now I endlessly drive back and forth from two buildings. It's tiring, yes, but I do it just to see him as much as I can. The thought of having a place to call my own with him warms my heart. And also my education begins in nearly two weeks. I'm shaky thinking about returning to school since I haven't attended in a while, but I'm also excited. All these things happening for me so suddenly- it's a bit overwhelming. I just hope that I can juggle all these new experiences at once.
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