Hey, this is crazy, but...

Hey, this is crazy, but...I drunk texted you yesterday morning and I'm not sure what to say to you next time I see you? Let me explain. This guy I've met before at these things, we were talking animatedly about relationships. I remembered, once upon a really long time ago, you asking me if I knew anybody that I could hook you up with. Well you see, this guy just got out of a bad relationship and was currently dealing with it. I didn't suggest that he date you, but for whatever reason I started talking about you and how you got out of a bad relationship too and how he had changed who you were. I sobbed a little and told him how I wish I had my sister back as I proceeded to show him pictures of you from my phone. He commented, "She's cute." and that was it.

I still have your handwritten "El Scorcho" lyrics on a piece of notebook paper hanging on my bulletin board. You always wrote me little things. And I've kept every drawing as well. Sometimes when I really miss you, I sit in this chair and look through everything you've ever given me. Makes me feel like I still have a connection to who you were.