Reality

What more can I possibly do to up my chances of getting a job? Can't I catch a break just once? It's almost been three months. I don't know how much longer I can keep this up- every dime is worth a fortune to me now and I absolutely HATE it. I don't want to worry every second whether or not I'm going to be able to live comfortably in the next few weeks. Because that's just about how much of my savings is left, enough for the next few weeks. After that, then what? My dad says he has a plan and tells me not to worry about it. Don't worry about it? Really? That's a joke. Not only are my money problems affecting me, they will be affecting other people soon as well when I can't pay my half of the rent and bills. And when every cent is gone, I can't go to school anymore because I pay out of pocket. Don't worry? Whatever, I'm very worried.