Six months. Six times that I will miss something important to you. Six times that I will miss your laugh. Six more times that we won't speak. Six times we won't look at each other. Six times we will claim to be an only child. Six more times that we will forget each other's face. Six times we replace each other's love with something else. I despise the number six, but reaching years will be more devastating.
Why don't you contact this person that I've been reading about and tell them how you feel? If you miss them that bad it wouldn't do any harm. And you don't want to ever regret not doing it. If they don't accept your gesture then you know now that it's not worth the heartache and maybe later on things will be different. Give in.
ReplyDeleteHello, thanks for the advice/comment. I don't usually get any of that on here. Actually, I never do. Haha. So I really appreciate you taking the time to do so. Well, it's a bit of a long and complicated story. I did used to give in, I gave in many times. But it was always met with backstabbing or over the top anger. But recently this person has "woken up" due to some big changes in her life. And she started contacting me, slow at first and then more often. I suppose that I am happy things are slowly repairing, but I am cautious now just in case things go back to how they were.
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