Breathing Again

I'm feeling content in this nap hazed room. Finally content with where my life is choosing to go. Though not completely at peace with where every aspect of it is going, but appeased enough to breathe that enormous sigh of relief. I sit and wonder to myself how much things will change for us when August rolls around. I've forgotten how it used to be long ago. Perhaps it won't be so terrible since we've experienced it before- the distance, the less time we can share together. But it's just something that I'll have to cope with. It will be difficult, like pulling apart two leeches accidently stuck together, but it will be possible. I just hope that where everything is going now leads to something good. I don't think I can take the weight of any more discouragement. It had once piled on so much that I was almost immobile.