Reflecting

Hmm lets see, haven't had much to really write about. Maybe it's because I've run out of things to be depressed about, since most of my ramblings came from that kind of source. I suppose that's a good thing. But I'm not really holding true to my personal goals here, which was to keep blogging and writing poetry. I haven't written a poem since I finished up my Poetry Writing class in May. It surprises me how much I miss it. As for reading for pleasure over the summer, that too seems to have been put on hold. Not sure why, but it has. Don't get me wrong, I found it very enjoyable and relaxing. I suppose I stopped all these things because I get bored of the same repetitive things in my life. I don't particularly like this part of myself because I see it as a loss of motivation, which is something I sorely need in my life. I know what I lack in my life, I just don't know how to stay on track. Determination and motivation are things that are not easily kept on my mind and I believe for me, they should be at the forefront. Maybe then I could enjoy life to it's fullest potential.