I am way beyond tired of being victimized left and right. It is literally exhausting and it's come to the point where I just don't really care anymore. I live there for free, I get in the way for .5 seconds, I'm around too much, her mistakes are my fault, I'm a pain in the ass. It's just wearing me out so much that I feel aged. A person can only take so much criticism in their life until it finally breaks them. And I'm quite close. I suppose all I'll ever be is a good-for-nothing.
You are so much more than you think! I'm feeling your writing and it's making me sad. (which is a good thing...it's genuine and other people I'm sure can connect.) Keep your head up.
ReplyDeleteThanks Laura. :)
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