"Now I'm riding all over this island looking for something to open my eyes."

And I found it! The clouds have parted, birds are singing, music is sweet, the violent hurricane within my head has quit its raging, I have been lifted for all the world to see that I am not a failure, I do not give up, and I have a plan! I have a future! It's as crystal clear as my vision was as I was a child, near and reachable, plausible, and exciting! There is hope, the sweet dream is there. Come August, I begin the part of my life that died and is now renewed.